Woah, it's been forever since I've updated this. My badd to the few of you who actually read this. So not much of an update, i mean God really hasn't taken precedent in my life. life is good, so why worry? i know, it sounds horrible but that's just how i feel. i probably should be thanking God for all the blessings i have and yada yada yada, but honestly I'm just not into the whole "god" thing. it'll take some time for that i think, but hey it could only take a few days. it's all up to the big man to show himself to me.
i know he's there and he knows I'm here, so yea. now it's just a chess game, one in which i know he'll win but as for now I'm holding my own pretty darn well. and i know the question on your mind right now is "why fight him then?". to be honest i just don't think I'm ready for all of it. the relationship yes, the religion that comes with it? no.
so i part with you on this note ; fighting a battle you know you'll lose can make you the most humble of servants... eventually.
